god i love dirt
expressing myself to the walls
perfumed trash bags
garden of eden in suburbia. a little brown rabbit is eating a fallen
tomato under a rainbow
too much too soon
the Vibes are just...BAD.....
love how black cherries stain your tongue
we made beautiful dreams...but that's all they were, were dreams.
by the morning, they didn't mean anything at all
where does the time go ?
lady at the gas station is singing to herself
ripped out an eyelash while listening to cher
a trail of bread crumbs leading to an empty room that was once full of life...
but now not even the ghosts live here
it doesn't have to be as bad as all that
DEMENTED FAIRY FUCK
it's almost 4 in the morning and i'm so fucking lonely
dreamed i pet a tiny cat that was dressed up as hatsune miku
how long does it take for a chicken to lay an egg...??
alone in a parking lot
getting deja vu of getting deja vu
have tumby ache
saw 7777 immediately upon waking and found the cat waiting for me on the stairs
i wish i could peel all of the skin off of my face and start over
perpetual panic. feels like my limbs are weighted and i'm being pulled to
the ground. shadows on the walls of the cave.
pounding in my ears
i've had nothing to say. i'm listening to a power drill right now.
nothing is permanent
say it softly, soon, soon
when the sun falls, i'm always looking for that warm blanket
inner peace found in a sprinkler's rainbow mist
it is the wee hours of the morning
and i am in the fridge
touching all of the yogurts
pretty pink pills
little birds in a parking lot
put your ear to the ground and listen to the rumble
kissing lots of girls on the astral plane
next big hipster fashion trend should be everyone dressing as dainty
lil pierrot clowns, with big pointy hats and always-sad faces
real insomnia & shitposty hours
wish i could have done better. i'm trying to pray but it's hard.
all i can do is cry "what else can you take from me?"
i am destroyed
dress hem caught on the breeze
all of my thoughts have left my head. they dribbled out of my ear
as i slept and now my skull is completely empty.
pretty little memory
the whole damn world is so heavy. it feels like it's about to burst.
dreaming in neon
so i haven't had anything interesting to say.........sorry
a little voice whispers: "but what is it that you really want to say?"
like i'm slipping
talking to the spiders on my floor
visceral memories of the imdb forums
a horrid little nightmare
the energy of a space
the cat next to me is having a dream
heart pounding. listening to strawberry switchblade. feel like i'm a bursting
cannon and my soul is just shooting out of my body.
dreamed that i had died
music box ballerina
somehow i feel naked & vulnerable even though there's no one around
hallucinated a spider sneaking behind my monitor....
sour candy puckered lips and a cherry-stained tongue
will i just mess it up again...?
tonight's nagging thought: what if i got a metal detector...?
i want to stand in the middle of a library
i miss those abandoned fields filled with bittersweet vines, and my hello kitty walkman
listening to fall out boy acoustics and feelin like a lil elf
a lot of thoughts. if i could will myself to do anything...
accountability! what a concept!
can't find my tATu cd....
saw a little boy with a white towel wrapped around his body standing
out in the rain. you couldn't see his face. he looked like a little ghost.
sweat or blood ?
dreamed of aliens showing humanity a giant floppy disk in the stars
sometimes the internet is good: accidently stumbled across the japanese
furby enthusiast community and it's just wonderful.
seasalt air and clammy skin. bare feet against cold, smooth cement. the ceilings were
too high and the stairways never-ending. the roaring crashes of the ocean waves always
unnerved me, but somehow i'm always nostalgic for it, out of the blue.
the faintest hello
there's a hole
sheepishly peeking my head around the corner to observe the chaos
something in my fridge smells real bad and i'm afraid to find out what
a fire in the pit of my stomach
fistfuls of dirt
i would like to not be afraid
i'll commit social suicide if i want to!!
endless scroll to fill the hole
all of my insides are trembling
there were so many instances in my young life that just felt...a bit wrong.
like shoes that don't fit quite right.
there are so many spiders
can you hear the song ?
funny feeling in my throat: something like a gasp. like that moment just before you get the hiccups...
but no hiccups are coming
gap in my memory. where did my soul go while i was asleep ?
old habits die hard
mixed messages in the tarot. "drop the facade"
eating beans and crying about angels
looked at my breakfast and thought "gamer fuel".....
it came up like blood
cute-but-grubby skateboarder type behind me in the convenience store. rainbow stickers all over his
helmet, huge amount of plastic keychains on his backpack. he's buying a shit ton of candy bars. what
.....my mom just called me an emo.
there's a staggering number of wildly elegant women at this garden center. wide sun
hats and heeled sandals. ralph lauren logos with perfectly color-coordinated face
masks. i feel underdressed.
accidently touched a tumor on a dog's belly
the digital display on the front of a bus says "wash your hands!"
suddenly aware of all of the blood rushing thru my body
we talked about the future, and about dreams, and of our teeth falling out
transported back in time to when i was a toddler hiding under the blankets
sitting barefoot in the grass
ghostly echo in the garden
gotta drown my thoughts out
i got my laundry done, and that's...something
you were but a child
dead bug on my floor
sinking ice deep in the bellows of your stomach
a shivering chill even when the heat is vibrating off of the pavement
the world is on fire. change is imminent. dreamed i held a tiny baby bird.
u n p l u g g e d
just saying the same things over and over again with different words
can't remember if i saw something on twitter, or if i saw it in
a dream i had about twitter (what kind of things are posted
about on dream-twitter...?)
blanket of gentleness falling over the forest
dreamed of unending hallways
cloying smell of gasoline. cough drop wrapper floating in
the air conditioner breeze.
i wore a necklace yesterday and that was a big deal.