4/6/2021
9:34 am
madonna / whore
4/3/2021
11:59 pm
i could throw this rotting carcass at your feet,
and watch you stare blanky at the carnage
but that's not very polite, is it?
3/31/2021
5:12 pm
marshmallow
3/25/2021
10:37 am
so much noise in my head
3/23/2021
4:41 pm
sticky sap
3/20/2021
9:13 am
purity complex
3/19/2021
9:40 am
having a little wiggle
3/5/2021
5:49 pm
curating my leg hairs
3/5/2021
4:08 am
the hours before the sunrise are always the loneliest
2/27/2021
9:17 pm
i won't tell
2/24/2021
11:41 am
remnant
1:44 am
expelling demons from my body : )
2/21/2021
4:29 am
curiouser and curiouser still
2/17/2021
7:21 pm
washed my face (very big deal)
2/15/2021
10:16 am
i miss haunted ebay dolls
2/13/2021
11:47 am
transition
2/11/2021
9:21 pm
too many broken birds
2/10/2021
9:34 pm
halfway through the veil
2/6/2021
12:43 am
in my dream, i was in a school play. it was a dress rehearsal.
i was standing on a riser platform with a bunch of other people
wearing long silver dresses. we each took turns walking down to a
microphone on the stage to introduce ourselves as angels.
i was the angel 333.
1/29/2021
4:44 am
fire alarms
1/23/2021
12:54 pm
i like Gwen Stefani but only as A Concept
1/17/2021
8:16 pm
tiktok keeps suggesting me videos of teen girls off of their psych
meds running away from home...is this some kind of sign?
who does the algorithm think i am?
12:48 am
dreamed of slenderman. i haven't thought about slenderman in idk
how many years.
1/16/2021
9:59 am
i'm around
1/6/2021
5:58 am
blink your eyes slowly like a sleepy cat
1/5/2021
11:32 pm
a tiny sound
12/17/2020
9:20 pm
the unique vibrations of every soul
12/16/2020
12:20 pm
tumby acheing
12/15/2020
10:02 pm
awake. wide awake. i spent most of today in a dream, so now i'm awake.
what do i do...?
12/14/2020
2:31 pm
everything's soggy
12/13/2020
11:27 am
mom bought a motion-activated light for the toilet seat so now the toilet
glows purple when you walk past it
12/11/2020
8:30 pm
accidently poked my own eye
12/10/2020
8:35 pm
last night i lucid dreamed that i floated up through the ceiling &
into another room, & then just kept going up and up....
12/9/2020
1:40 am
the world and all of its rough edges
12/8/2020
1:06 pm
favorite word of the day: unhinged
1:57 am
slowly woke up after taking some nyquil & hallucinated the word "test" floating
on my ceiling
12/7/2020
1:03 pm
....so i just up & forgot about this for like 2 months. sorry!!!!
10/24/2020
3:48 pm
bad brain stuff
3:31 pm
i hate to have A Feeling
10/21/2020
9:01 am
something i just realized about my dreams:
lately, my dream self doesn't always walk from place to place...it's more
like a glide. like, i can float from one side of the room to another...?
i don't think i used to do this. guess dream-me doesn't need legs now
10/19/2020
8:39 pm
last night a spider crawled into my hand as i watched a lady channel alien
messages through her body
10/18/2020
11:17 am
a guy jumped in front of my car. not cuz he craved death or anything, but
because he thought i was driving too fast in his neighborhood. real macho superman shit.
if i was in a better headspace i'd be able to laugh this off as just a crazy old person
making a fool of themselves, but you don't see these kinds of things in my hometown. it's
unusual. disturbing.
10/17/2020
12:46 pm
a trance remix randomly came on the radio & i feel healed
10/13/2020
4:46 pm
there's lavender sprigs all over my desk
1:12 am
guess i've forgotten
9/8/2020
2:58 pm
throbbing under the skin
10:42 am
i die over and over again in my dreams
9/6/2020
6:10 pm
the sky home is wild
2:43 am
9/3/2020
9:35 pm
the fear just keeps building, overflowing and spilling out
9/2/2020
8:56 pm
like an empty doll
8/28/2020
4:24 pm
god i love dirt
8/27/2020
9:24 pm
bite marks
5:27 pm
expressing myself to the walls
8/23/2020
10:07 am
perfumed trash bags
8/20/2020
2:04 pm
garden of eden in suburbia. a little brown rabbit is eating a fallen
tomato under a rainbow
2:13 am
too much too soon
8/16/2020
8:45 pm
the Vibes are just...BAD.....
8/16/2020
4:39 pm
love how black cherries stain your tongue
8/15/2020
10:47 pm
we made beautiful dreams...but that's all they were, were dreams.
by the morning, they didn't mean anything at all
4:41 pm
where does the time go ?
8/13/2020
12:24 pm
lady at the gas station is singing to herself
8/10/2020
3:00 pm
ripped out an eyelash while listening to cher
2:59 am
a trail of bread crumbs leading to an empty room that was once full of life...
but now not even the ghosts live here
8/9/2020
11:57 am
it doesn't have to be as bad as all that
8/5/2020
8:02 pm
DEMENTED FAIRY FUCK
8/4/2020
3:47 am
it's almost 4 in the morning and i'm so fucking lonely
8/3/2020
1:58 am
dreamed i pet a tiny cat that was dressed up as hatsune miku
7/28/2020
1:03 pm
how long does it take for a chicken to lay an egg...??
7/27/2020
11:23 am
alone in a parking lot
7/26/2020
5:51 pm
getting deja vu of getting deja vu
5:22 pm
sugar overdose
7/22/2020
4:25 pm
have tumby ache
10:00 am
saw 7777 immediately upon waking and found the cat waiting for me on the stairs
7/15/2020
4:51 pm
i wish i could peel all of the skin off of my face and start over
7/14/2020
8:35 pm
perpetual panic. feels like my limbs are weighted and i'm being pulled to
the ground. shadows on the walls of the cave.
5:56 am
pounding in my ears
7/13/2020
5:14 pm
i've had nothing to say. i'm listening to a power drill right now.
10:59 am
strawberry yogurt
7/10/2020
2:06 pm
nothing is permanent
7/8/2020
10:15 pm
say it softly, soon, soon
4:50 am
hmm....might puke
7/7/2020
9:28 pm
when the sun falls, i'm always looking for that warm blanket
2:01 pm
inner peace found in a sprinkler's rainbow mist
4:37 am
it is the wee hours of the morning
and i am in the fridge
touching all of the yogurts
7/6/2020
4:01 pm
pretty pink pills
1:14 pm
little birds in a parking lot
3:18 am
put your ear to the ground and listen to the rumble
7/5/2020
9:37 am
kissing lots of girls on the astral plane
7/4/2020
4:21 am
next big hipster fashion trend should be everyone dressing as dainty
lil pierrot clowns, with big pointy hats and always-sad faces
4:18 am
real insomnia & shitposty hours
7/1/2020
6:01 pm
wish i could have done better. i'm trying to pray but it's hard.
all i can do is cry "what else can you take from me?"
i am destroyed
6/30/2020
9:46 am
chronic
6/28/2020
2:26 pm
dress hem caught on the breeze
10:35 am
all of my thoughts have left my head. they dribbled out of my ear
as i slept and now my skull is completely empty.
6/26/2020
8:36 pm
pretty little memory
6/25/2020
12:44 am
can't sleep
9:22 pm
the whole damn world is so heavy. it feels like it's about to burst.
6/24/2020
1:32 pm
dreaming in neon
12:50 pm
so i haven't had anything interesting to say.........sorry
6/23/2020
8:35 pm
a little voice whispers: "but what is it that you really want to say?"
10:19 am
cosmetic
6/21/2020
6:03 pm
like i'm slipping
2:41 pm
talking to the spiders on my floor
6/20/2020
10:55 am
visceral memories of the imdb forums
6/19/2020
2:56 pm
a horrid little nightmare
6/17/2020
9:20 pm
the energy of a space
1:57 pm
the cat next to me is having a dream
6/16/2020
8:57 pm
heart pounding. listening to strawberry switchblade. feel like i'm a bursting
cannon and my soul is just shooting out of my body.
10:58 am
dreamed that i had died
4:01 am
music box ballerina
3:08 am
somehow i feel naked & vulnerable even though there's no one around
6/15/2020
3:59 pm
hallucinated a spider sneaking behind my monitor....
10:36 am
sour candy puckered lips and a cherry-stained tongue
6/14/2020
1:13 pm
will i just mess it up again...?
5:01 am
coagulate
6/13/2020
9:41 pm
tonight's nagging thought: what if i got a metal detector...?
4:21 pm
i want to stand in the middle of a library
6/12/2020
4:15 pm
i miss those abandoned fields filled with bittersweet vines, and my hello kitty walkman
12:30 pm
listening to fall out boy acoustics and feelin like a lil elf
11:06 am
a lot of thoughts. if i could will myself to do anything...
3:32 am
accountability! what a concept!
6/11/2020
10:10 pm
can't find my tATu cd....
9:57 pm
far away
1:58 pm
saw a little boy with a white towel wrapped around his body standing
out in the rain. you couldn't see his face. he looked like a little ghost.
10:48 am
sweat or blood ?
12:34 am
dreamed of aliens showing humanity a giant floppy disk in the stars
6/9/2020
8:33 pm
sometimes the internet is good: accidently stumbled across the japanese
furby enthusiast community and it's just wonderful.
6:00 pm
cranberry stain
4:10 pm
seasalt air and clammy skin. bare feet against cold, smooth cement. the ceilings were
too high and the stairways never-ending. the roaring crashes of the ocean waves always
unnerved me, but somehow i'm always nostalgic for it, out of the blue.
11:35 am
the faintest hello
2:08 am
there's a hole
6/8/2020
12:00 pm
sheepishly peeking my head around the corner to observe the chaos
1:15 am
something in my fridge smells real bad and i'm afraid to find out what
6/7/2020
6:57 pm
a fire in the pit of my stomach
5:11 pm
scab
2:33 pm
fistfuls of dirt
9:37 am
i would like to not be afraid
6/6/2020
8:30 pm
spit rainbows
1:20 pm
i'll commit social suicide if i want to!!
6/5/2020
3:19 pm
endless scroll to fill the hole
3:27 am
all of my insides are trembling
6/4/2020
10:13 pm
there were so many instances in my young life that just felt...a bit wrong.
like shoes that don't fit quite right.
7:34 pm
there are so many spiders
10:30 am
ache
2:30 am
can you hear the song ?
6/3/2020
7:39 pm
funny feeling in my throat: something like a gasp. like that moment just before you get the hiccups...
but no hiccups are coming
6:13 am
gap in my memory. where did my soul go while i was asleep ?
6/2/2020
10:10 pm
old habits die hard
7:56 pm
mixed messages in the tarot. "drop the facade"
4:10 pm
eating beans and crying about angels
9:29 am
looked at my breakfast and thought "gamer fuel".....
6/1/2020
11:21 pm
it came up like blood
3:36 pm
cute-but-grubby skateboarder type behind me in the convenience store. rainbow stickers all over his
helmet, huge amount of plastic keychains on his backpack. he's buying a shit ton of candy bars. what
a vision...
3:33 pm
.....my mom just called me an emo.
2:44 pm
there's a staggering number of wildly elegant women at this garden center. wide sun
hats and heeled sandals. ralph lauren logos with perfectly color-coordinated face
masks. i feel underdressed.
1:45 pm
accidently touched a tumor on a dog's belly
11:15 am
the digital display on the front of a bus says "wash your hands!"
2:30 am
bedtime stories
5/31/2020
9:22 pm
suddenly aware of all of the blood rushing thru my body
6:43 pm
we talked about the future, and about dreams, and of our teeth falling out
6:40 pm
pixel orbs
5:59 am
transported back in time to when i was a toddler hiding under the blankets
5/30/2020
6:03 pm
sitting barefoot in the grass
11:30 am
ghostly echo in the garden
3:43 am
gotta drown my thoughts out
1:17 am
i got my laundry done, and that's...something
5/29/2020
3:32 am
you were but a child
5/28/2020
8:00 pm
dead bug on my floor
1:10 pm
sinking ice deep in the bellows of your stomach
11:16 am
a shivering chill even when the heat is vibrating off of the pavement
4:31 am
the world is on fire. change is imminent. dreamed i held a tiny baby bird.
5/27/2020
10:43 pm
u n p l u g g e d
5:51 pm
just saying the same things over and over again with different words
10:46 am
can't remember if i saw something on twitter, or if i saw it in
a dream i had about twitter (what kind of things are posted
about on dream-twitter...?)
8:55 am
blanket of gentleness falling over the forest
7:14 am
dreamed of unending hallways
5/26/2020
9:42 pm
cloying smell of gasoline. cough drop wrapper floating in
the air conditioner breeze.
i wore a necklace yesterday and that was a big deal.
